Binders of Men: Why He Couldn’t Look Me in the EyesThe first time we met, he wore a blue sports coat and dress pants. He was my first. And he spoiled me with his style and ruined the later…Jul 7, 2021Jul 7, 2021
Binders of Men: SamSam’s grandpa fringe of gray is always just a bit too long, hanging over the edge of the collared shirts he wears to his job as an…Jul 5, 2021Jul 5, 2021
How the Path to Enlightenment Took Me to My RootsOver the past year I have gone deeper into myself exploring the facets of meditation, yoga and dabbling in a bit of eastern philosophy. I…Mar 11, 2021Mar 11, 2021
My Spontaneous OrgasmI went searching for enlightenment and found it in an orgasm — not the turn I was expecting my first LSD trip — at age 52 — to take.Mar 10, 2021Mar 10, 2021
The Art and Attraction of a BlowjobTo a fault, every married man I met wanted a blowjob — maybe even more than they wanted to get laid. They might occasionally have…Jan 12, 20211Jan 12, 20211
‘What are you Missing?’ How I Found the Relationship of a Lifetime on Ashley MadisonIt is a form of hell to be locked in a marriage with no passion. No intimacy. No touch. To live a life void of passion with the person who…Dec 1, 20202Dec 1, 20202
Learning to Love Myself by Fucking 50 MenEven before my husband and I opened our marriage, I had a vague notion of learning to love myself by becoming desirable in other men’s…Nov 28, 2020Nov 28, 2020
How to Search for Mind-Blowing Sex and End a MarriageAll I had wanted was an earth-shattering fuck. I wanted to cede control. I wanted to be ravished. Finally, 15 months into that search—…Nov 28, 2020Nov 28, 2020